Very long time no blog!~!~ (Part II)

Halo, i am back for more happenings for my past weeks... heez, you all didn't expect 2 event to take my entire 2 weeks or so right... Anyway after that trip, the entire week from there was WORK, WORK and more WORK !!! as we prepared for OCS commissioning parade and Change of Guard parade which took place on Saturday and Sunday respectively... weekend burned...



This are some of the things that we do during out free time during ocs rehearsals, we had to wake up and fall in at 645 and rush to SAFTI, then wait for time of the rehearsals and everything, this are taken during our free time and here are some of the nice ones... heez.... first is joel with his ever so "rocker" pose... lolx... looks to me like he wants to be the next singapore idol or someting... heez.. zhixun with a self pic, shuai ma?? Lastly kris trying to squeeze a dimple out of wen xiong's face... it was wen xiong last ocs parade before clearing leave for ORD... haha this big guy is always doing nonsensical stuff, there is always a good laugh when this guy is around... haha going to miss all the crap from this big fella...




Here is the scenes before the actual OCS parade on saturday... heez... as the OCT (Office Cadet Trainees) make last mins preparation for thier last parade as OCT, we manage to take a few pics during our tuning session... that is me with jin cheng, the speculating next ang wen xiong, as he can be as blur as ang at times and make pple laugh in a different way... fun guy heez.. pple show the devil's horns man.. a salute to the rockers... but look strange when done with a smile yah, dun u tink... heez... but its wonderful moments lah...

Now let move on to Changing of Guards, COG in short, happens once every first weekend of the month. It rotates around for the band who gets to march down orchard, and i guess that was the last time this year our band get to do the honor...



Here are some scenes before the actual parade itself... First is Paul, nasser and myself, the admin personnel of Band A, heez, i am the newly appointed, the other 2 are the OLD BIRD... still learning the skills from them, and they are already throwing everything to me already... haiz.. heez.. Next up is a pic of me with arvin and ang, their last parade before clearing leave, haiz... both talented percussionist, with them gone there is sure to be a percussion crisis... arvin is the brains behind all the drum solos for parade such as this one... salute man.. i like the last one... its a symbol we create for andy (aka ba chor, third from left) due to his recent obsession with protien shake, determine to have a bodybuilder figure by january... heez... all the best lah....



Like every COG, seniors that have already ORD will sure come down and support, this is no different... heez... In the center we have kok wee and kenneth, who apparently is the clone, or the replacement of kok wee after he have left as they both possess similar characteristic, he is know as "kok wee the second" some might even say... heez... then we have 2 talented flautist on the left, anneson and bernard, both in ntu now... heez... great frens now that they have graduated... feel weird calling them seniors actually when come to tink of it, we are of the same age... then we have alvin, farnie guy, still looking the same... heez.. the pic look like he was part of the parade too right.. coz he is in white (btw he is the one beside me, picture on the right)



Here are some pic of us live in action... heez... this picture is courtesy of firdaus, one of the ORD personel, and my camera... heez we start of at the street inbetween herren and party world ktv next to singtel, then we march all the way to the gate of the istana, then we end off at the street behind Plaza Singapura... hehez... hope this is enough info for those hu haven't seen a COG, so now u know k... must support next time yah...heez...

Alright i support that conclude my blog, its pretty long i have to say... heez.. been hard work but this wonderful memories will be very useful in the future... Shall leave u all with a last pic... not a pic for the weak hearted.. but here goes... Result of jay walking....

Conclude... the roads is fatal even when u have wings.... heez....

Very long time no Blog!~!~

Hey there it been a while since i last blog.... sorry for the absence... was really having no inspiration on blogging... heez... now i am back... okok let me juz update what i have been doing during this time of "absence"

Besides no inspiration, hectic work schedules also contributed in part of my MIA, anyway, here is a summary of what i have been up to lately ba... First up, a paid engagement at the Grand Hyatt hotel, it was for some company event thingy, our band was invited as the man (President) was there... shall share some photos as wellHere is a picture of us all dressed up and preparing to leave for the event, was actually suppose to be a picture of the 3 of us (front) but those 2 apparently joined in unnoticingly... heez..

Here is when man are at work... heez... shuai ba... heez... uniform always looks good when u are not in them... don't understand why either... heez...

Following that was a band trip up to Malaysia, was proudly organised by Central band as they felt that everyone deserved a "relaxed" day since the PEAK PERIOD (from apr to aug) of the band is over... the trip was held on a MONDAY, wasn't the best day to have it right, when u have to work the next day... but since its a FREE trip, we just went of with it lah... here are some of the places we have visited...



heez... first up we visited a fruit farm that with their main harvest being honey orange... kinda like a mix of mandarin orange and sunkist orange as the tour guide have intro (in the first pic) , 2nd pic is a pic of some of my buddies and I sneaking off to take picture and rest while the tour guide was busy introducing the other fruits avaliable in the farm to the other... the last one is a pic of me with a bunch of banana, i bluff u not... those are bananas, and yes... they are taller then me.. cannot remember whats the name of it anymore, anyway, its believe that if someone couldn't have baby, they juz have to touch this (or eat one banana from it, cannot remember) they will be able to have a baby... haha... believe or not its up to you.... but its indeed something new and i haven't seen before...

Next, we are off to and Ostrich farm, pretty big place and loads of ostriches, and definately a strong bird smell... hahaha...



here, is me with 2 ostrich eggs, lolz... there are like huge and nothing like chicken eggs man... first experience with ostrich eggs man... usually onli saw them in TV, heez.. now i know where flinstones get such big scrabble eggs.. lolx, in there middle, that is my fren, zhi xun, and yes he is about the same height as the ostrich... heez.. at most the ostrich is about 5cm taller as the ground wasn't very level... heez... but he is that tallest guy in band so its not suprise if he is taller than an ostrich too...lolx... lastly, me standing on an ostrich egg... haha worried that it might break, then fret not, coz before me, someone that weigh 108 kg just stood on it... and it could handle its weight juz well... so i am considered "light" lolz.... oh yah, know what the interesting is... the ostrich(no zhixun, hee) in the middle, actually understand malay and love taking photos, the owner just have to ask it to look at the camera in malay and it will follow... how cool its that...

Heez... then after visiting all these farms... its was just some shopping and makaning till its was about evening before calling a day... tiring yet enriching day... i wouldn't say it was not fun as i get to know my bunk and bandmates better... heez... its was fun lah... but hopefully the next one won't be one that we will have to work the next day again... *hint... heez....

Alright, there is actually a couple of more events... but i guess i will share later on... now its TV time... heez.. how no life can one gets, when ur life revolves around tv and internet... heez.... ciaoz then....

Restless Life ~~~

I AM DIED BORED!!! i feel that i am living way older then my age man... people my age should be making full use of their youth, going out and enjoying themselves, as for me, i do nothing but bum and rot around... whats wrong with me? i am not like that before, what is happening to me? *sob =(

Lucky i have this blog to entertain me if not i am bound to be a couch potatoe for the rest of the day... I DUN WAN!!! Sometimes i really wonder what benefit have army brings me? Athought it no doubt make me abit fitter but its just takes all the life out of me... i used to enjoy the company of my friends, now its just nothing, at times i dun even look forward to leaving home... what am i turning into i wonder...

Guess i got to start planning ahead... I am not going to start living my life as a bum man.. must make full use of my youth... hehez... Project healthy life... JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!~!~!~

HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!~!~!~

hey there peepz... its moon cake festivel again, "ba yue shi wu" 15th of august in the chinese lunar calendar... and also how chinese like to address "Big round butts" heez... *ahem anyway, its the night whereby the moon is the fullest of the month, an i have to agree the moon is pretty round and big not to mention, BRIGHT...


Yesterday 17 September, 430pm, my grandma is finally reunited with my grandad when she was cremated at Mandai, we had our last look at her, placing flowers inside the coffin before it was send to the furnace. I must say the technology nowadays is really advance, even the "last journey" to the furnace was computerize. As ah ma's coffin drew closer and closer to the furnace, tears such rowing down my cheeks, tears of both grief and joy... It just comes to me that this is all part and parcel of life, God create someone out of dust, and when someone is returning to god, they are offering in the form they are created, dust... Ah ma, hope you still watched over each and everyone in the family and you will always remain in that special corner of each and everyone of our hearts.


These 2 days, i have gotten pretty much things completed, my secret mission is 2/3 completed, and its all left with the last and final mission before it is complete, hope everything goes smoothly...


Back to lantern fest, after today service at mandai i hang out with herbert... as a matter of fact i just got home, and tot i should blog about these few days... its taught me a great lesson, "No point crying over those that have passed, if you didn't treasure them when they're still around" so cherish everyone you care so you will live without regrets... heez... Anyway, was with herbert at changi village just now, went to walk around, was pretty aimless as we have already ran out of ideas on where to go, but looking at all the kids playing fire works and with strings of lantern hanged from one tree to another, its brings back many wonderful childhood memories... hahah....
I am lost for words... anyway have a great lantern fest later yah... nites for now

She have moved on...

13th September 2005, 5,15pm, my grandma have left us... She was 92 years old, Died of old age and not of illness, thats the fortunate part, as she didn't have to suffer before departing, somehow similar to my grandad... But its pretty sad as its was just her birthday last sunday... haiz... but i guess when its time its time... lets nature takes it course and let time heals all wound i guess...

Tuesday when i got back from my parade rehearsal, my phone rang, and that was when i recieved this terrible news, as i have a parade the next day, i could rush home... Only yesterday evening after the parade that i rushed home drop my stuff, and went over to my uncle's place where the wake is held... they were praying when i got there, so i helped out in serving the guest with drinks and things... when service is done, i when to look at her, she seems like she is sleeping, and looking all calm and peaceful... then, slowly as the night approaches, everyone slowly left, then everyone went home to rest, i walked my parents home, then packed a few things before returning as i agreed to help out for the night-watching.

It was till early this morning, at about 7 plus that i left the place, and took a short snooze, later this evening would be returning to help...

My blog seems to be recording sorrows of my life.... or maybe its just that i lead a sad life in total... i am pretty unsure... but well... life still goes on...

Outing with the Girls...

What's with everyone nowadays??? why is everyone wondering if i am attached? Just this week alone, i have been asked that questions for close to 10 times, that is once everyday with spares man... getting tired of it liao... From my relative to even the noodle seller that i am pretty familiar with (as i patronise her store pretty much) they keep asking, "Hey, you have girlfriend already?". its through my mum that i know its... Argh... its driving me nuts!!!

Anyway, had a pretty wonderful time out with my section today... took abit of pictures... heez... love having a digital camera around... lolx. here its goes...

<--- Here we have (from left) karen, adeline and wai leng, trying to act cool...karen and adeline look more like they are dozing off to me, and doesn't wai leng look like "Zhou Ren Fa" when he is thinking... rather cute lah... lolx...









Bengish right? haha cannot really remember when this is really actually shot... looked like we were playing some finger games like that... ---->









<--- First up, visit to Suntec latest addition, Toys R Us, heez... imagine a bunch of big babies like us... taking a look in there... its just really fun as its really did bring back some of the olden times... Good Memories...








hehe, a few interesting pics we have taken in... all courtesy of our pretty photographer.... heez... she was so busy taking us that we forget to take her... heez, anyway so cute that adeline have actually found somethings that she might actually be able to wear... heez.. snow white leh... dun play play... heez... how u like my new bag... sponsor by Macdonald one yeah *lolx...

Heez... here is a photo of them 5, each sold separately, batteries not included.... lolx...

After all that fun we had, dropped by Olio for a little drink, heez.. interesting place lah.. not bad ambience so thought we give it a try lor... heez, have been talking about going where at the end of they year and stuff... argh... so wan to go overseas man... heez...

But anyway, thats about all on my short little day lah... lolx... pretty happy as my blog seems more pictorial... heez... will update more next week i guess... coz will be spending the rest of the time in camp le... take care guys... and oh yah... stop asking me whether i am attached... its not as easy as getting fish from the market... HAHA.... Ciaoz...

Photos to share

Haha, haven't been out of home these few days, basically bumming at home, so there is nothing really interesting to blog about... thats why i guess i would just share some of the photos i have, from way olden time to present... heez.. enjoy yah...

First up... Presenting my family!!! heez... from left that is my sister, and then my dad and mum and lastly the cute little me... that time still green to camera so pardon me for giving that blur look...

This is my class of Pri 3, dun ask me where i get this, i cannot really remember it too clearly myself... hahaha... searching very hard where i am? well i am in the first row second from the left... hahah... classic right... even i can't help laughing when i look at myself...

This is a photo of my class when i was in Cjc for my first three months... heez... would say that is my first ever experience in a co-ed school... Was fun lah... getting to know them... too bad wasn't that sociable then... haha miss those skip class going to town days...lolx. oppz..

Then come poly, this pic is taken during orentation, where we are doing up our mascot, poor doreen was mummified by us, as our class theme was mummy. Undoubtly, our class won BEST MASCOT!~!~!
This is my class in my poly year... haha my fren commented saying that i look like the lecturer and the class... not really sure it a happy thing, but well wat the heck... heez...
This photo is taken in Manly Beach, Sydney Australia, a trip i took with the trip on my final year... heez... its was so fun, really miss every single moment there man... would be so nice if time can go back to then...
A picture of my post graduate self with four ladies on the way to redang for a holiday.... i tell you, the trip was really an enjoyable one... my first ever trip done alone, not with neither school or parents... miss the beach and all there...

Guess thats it for today... save some for next time then... heez... hope you all like them...

Looking Back....

At times, its can be sad to be looking back at your past, of moments that is sad and you have tried very hard to forget... however, in the mids of it all, there is bound to find things that lightens you up, like a candle in the dark...

Recently have been digging out old stuff from corners of my rooms, photos, books, gifts, etc... Found some stuff i never knew i have and some i would have rather kept hidden... Memories of each item as i browsed them seem to hit me like the incident was only yesterday... the feeling is really hard to describe...

Indeed, throughout my life, many things have happened... some happy, some sad, but all this i guess its just part and parcel of life. Looking at the words i am typing now, you must be thinking for such a young age, i sure do sound old right... lolx.. i dun blame you, it do seems pretty "mature" heez... not like the usually stuff you would see from me... Its just this surp of the moment where all this thought gets to me... so i thought i share it with you guys...

Other then looking at my past items, i have been running through stuff of my army too, things i have been doing for the past year or so in the National Service, no doubt there is change in me, one way or another, but for better or for worse, i guess it not for me to decide... But this past year in NS, i guess its been pretty smooth sailing... Honestly, i kinda missed BMT abit, haha, for those that have been through it must think that i am going bonkes, but i am not... recently a bunch of my frens just got enlisted, to be exact, juz yesterday and today, and more to go tml, haha really hope they will enjoy theirselves there.. i am sure they will... 3 mths might seems like a long time... but actually it passes in a blink of an eye...

Guess i have too much "mo shui" tonight, shall end off with some food for thought.... "Looking back at your past is not neccessary a bad thing, its how you use the past to determine your future that is important"...

Another week is almost over...

Hey there peepz!!! heez, know its been pretty rough weekend, but well life still have to go on for me... Got news that Uncle Ross body is back home where it should be, and bural will be soon, just hope he can rest in peace... But the good news is my grandma's health seems to be getting better, though not as active as she used to be... but as long as she is alright... its okie...

Been travelling to and fro tekong for the last three days, was there for the Passing Out Parade, its been 9 months since i was in their position and its sure brings back alot of memories man... This parade is some what grander (for school 2) as the reviewing officer for their parade was the PM himself, Mr. Lee, rumours was saying that his son is one of them in the contigents but we are not sure... lucky everything was done well for both parade...

Today, got a break for our hardwork the past three days... got out of bed slightly earlier as Victor came over to look at my com, which was hit by a spyware sometime back... Thx victor for getting it fixed... then, when to setting some finance things and get my hair trimmed... i swear i will not go back to that barber again, she is freaky when its comes to doing her job, he "heck care" attitude will scare any customer man.... lucky the damage wasn't great if not i would have to return to my BMT days (botak)... Anyway, afterwhich, was out walking, then was deciding to return home or go to camp, but was home in the end, no place beats home i guess.. heez...

Recently, many people around me have been talking about relationships and things, one such incident seems pretty interesting, so i thought i post it out for discussion...

A(guy) and B(ger) have been friends for many years, very good friends, that can talk about anything under the sun... One day, B told A that a guy is going after her, and A was really excited for her, being her good friend and all... However, after that, A was feeling weird, there is this unknown pain somewhere in him, and he was feeling rather 'sour' about B... Is he

(a) Worried about losing a good fren
(b) Falling for B
(c) Worried that B will be cheated

These are some of the possibility that we have come out with for the situation, there is no definate, but i mean (b) is pretty hot... If u are in A's position, which will u choose to be the reason of you are feeling...

Interesting at times what we guys do when we are bored... lolx... Anyway, tml is Friday!!! hereby wishing everyone a wonderful weekend in advance!!! Adiose....

This have been a pretty quiet... and pretty sucky weekend for me i have to say... Visited my grandma after my medical checkup on friday, she is in a pretty bad state, very skinny and bed ridden, sad sight to be seeing, just hope that if she is leaving to look for my grandad, it would be a peaceful departure... no suffering and all...

Uncle Ross is gone, his body will reach back to his home tml (monday), very sad to lose someone so great, my dad is pretty upset over it... me too, to a certain extend... though we donno each other that well, but the warm hospitality that we recieved when we got there everytime we visit will be remembered for life and dearly miss...

Back at home, things are pretty much the same... at times... i wonder coming back home is really such a good thing... or should i just stay in camp... and rot my life away... haha, its not that i dun miss home or anything, its just that, its can be rather "costly" to be at home or out of camp... guess this speaks for most nsf... heez... Coming week, tekong POP, three days in a row... hope it will be fun lah.. my first parade back in BMT since my own POP... will refresh lotsa memories i believe... the week to come is going to a pretty short one i can forsee... just home it will be a fun one lah... Nothing to write already i guess.. boring weeks says it all i guess.. Ciaoz

Hey there, you guys must be wondering y i am online at things hour of the night when supposedly i have to work tml morning right??? well, its because i have a medical appointment tml morning, so i don't have to report to work early tml... Its been a few days since i come back from camp, and what better reception than to be hitting me with a series of unexpected news... First, Informed that my grandma (dad side) haven't got much time left... she will be turning 93 next sunday, was told that the maid was unable to wake her up this morning and everyone was informed about it... things seems better after my cousin (a doc) gave her a jab... but according to him, passing away is inevible, and its likely these few days... Everyone is preparing for the worse...

That was the first wave that hit me... second wave came shortly after when i was informed that one of my dad's close friend, Uncle Ross have passed away from a heart attack, during his usual winter tour around aussie with his wife, auntie Sophia... Uncle Ross is a very close friend of my dad, he is equivilent to a god dad of mine is aussie man... the last time i saw him was 3 years back when my sister had passed away, he specially flew down to attend her funeral... Seldom do we see such close bond between 2 man... what more many thousand miles apart... Really have the urge to fly there immediately to pay our last respect to this respected man, but with my grandma current condition... guess its not really possible... The world is really unpredictable, i have witness its many times this year... just hope that this "cursed year" would passed soon and we can enjoy a better coming year...

Project Superstar is finally over... and Kelvin Tan emerged top!!! sympathy votes... its really up to how you guys think (or hu you support). Personally listening to the last song that kelly did, i tink she have done not a bad job, though pitchy at times... but overall still rather good i have to say... Well, she was not that bad either managing a deal with Universal while kelvin got with another (cannot remember wat the company is)... Its really smart how mediacorp make money out of their program... making them sell cds as a type of vote, then now that its all over, plan a live concert for them.... really explioting whatever they can from this "star wannabes"... Sucking them dry in dracular terms... lolx... But i guess that what they have already in mind when they first started the program i guess... Joy evening for some while some is sad... As for me, its pretty much there with so many bad new juz within a week... life is indeed unpredictable...

A new beginning...

Ladies and gentlemen, i have finally change my blogskin... *applause*... been wanting to do that for donkey years... but haav never find time to do so... Tonight since there wasn't anything tv (except for National day rally talk by SM lee), i decided to make the time more useful... hope u like it... heez...

Been a pretty peaceful weekend for me i would say, haven had much to do except for a parade early yesterday morning... had to go "oversea" heez... afternoon went down to nyp as band have resume, so went to take a look, haha missed everyone so much man... so glad to see that everyone was doing well.. there were quite a number of new faces... which honestly never really put into much consideration... except for one percussion ger from china sichuan, heez... had a little joke about her and peiyi, and also a nick name for her, called la mei (hot chick in chinese) coz sichuan pple are known to take spicy food... heez..

hahah... apart from that i guess there isn't much interesting stuff to cover for this week le... next week i am having my first ever IPPT, haha hope i can pass... wish me luck then.. heez.. alright, shall end off with some pics from my trip then... enjoy

Picture of Frankfurt, Germany. A place we visited after the competition

A group photo in front of the entrance of a castle. Believe it or not, this castle is actually a 15 min walk from our hostel. Our hostel is in Krekrade, holland whereas this castle is in germany. So my point is from hostel its only 15mins walk to Germany!!! hahaha...

This is one of the photo i like... coz its really a capture of the split second... and in the mids of avast green field adds on to the colour of this pic... so nice... Brief intro of the background... The place we are in is Bonn, a town where the famous compose Beethovan lived, behind them once used to be a palace, and now its used as a university... huge place...

University Of New South Wales!!!

I have got a place in University of New South Wales!!! hahaha, i am half excited and half lost... excited because its one of the uni that i wouldn't mind getting into... lost its because its not one of the uni my parents would support... as my aunt say in perth, naturally they would want me at University of Western Australia... haven't applied for that... will have to see how on that one again... As for now i am contented that at least my results in poly does get me somewhere... heez...
Anyway, must be wondering what am i doing at home and not in camp at this time right... well the reason is simple... i am on OFF tml... as we had parade and rehearsal the day before... so we are having a well deserving rest, heez... have plenty installed for tml... as for now i shall blog on what happened over the weekend...
Last saturday, had a wonderful time with my section of the nyp band. They went for a cycle at East Coast Park, i only met them after that as it wasn't convienent for me to cycle that day... shall not comment too much on how i found them (or more like how they found me), pretty embarrassing now thinking back about it... heez... Afterwhich, we head of too the beach and took quite a number of pics some nice, but some are just plain funny... lolx... After that we proceeded to marina south for dinner. STEAMBOAT!!! everyone enjoyed themselve, cooking grilling and occasionally getting scalded by spilling butter from the grill.. haha... After that we left the place smelling like bbq, to the nearby bowling alley for a friendly game of bowling before calling it a day... was really fun and i have to admit, they are really not bad in bowling man... heez... "zen ren bu lou xiang" (means a skilled person never show off his skill in chinese)...
Haa thing i shall not write so much... i shall let the photos do the talking...




Couple of attempt to take a shot where everywhere jumps... heez there is plenty more from where these came from...

Us have a great time with the stream boat hahaa eveyone is pretty much fill to the brim already

Nothing like a game of bowling after a filling dinner....

NDP 2005

Hey there.... NDP is offically over and for all those that have watched it telecast shouldn't have problem seeing me on TV because i was the starting of the Parade segment... heez... so cool to be on TV man... lolx...
Here is a picture of all of us before our segment starts... pretty neat right... Every saturday since early june, first was in nee soon camp... then slow as NPD creeps closer, all our saturdays are burned at padang... repeating the same things over and over again... got pretty sick and tired of quite a number of things... lolx... like a few of the mega hits "Muniru Valiba, Sing our wishes, chan mali chan and etc..." not forget the many Pizza hut and KFC lunch and dinners we have recieve... However, these are the exact same things that i missed now that the entire parade is over, strange but true...

Here is another pic of my 2 friends paul and bernard with cai chun jia... how cool is that, she was leaving after her song with wendy koh (Uniquely you), then we happen to spot her so dashed over to take a picture with her... too bad, all these have cause a commotion among the nearby crowd, so before i could take one with her, she had to leave... *sob...

These are all the actual flautist of the day... my seniors are terence and bernard, as they are coporals, and daryl happened to enlist before me too, that makes him my senior too, then behind me is tuan hao and marcus, marcus is still in training wing, but he can play really well, so i suppose he is a central bander really soon... haha praying hard for him to come band A though... heez... fingers cross...

Well there is plenty more from where that came from, but i shall not flood my blog with too many pictures... heez... but i am really happy to be part of Singapore's 40th birthday... indeed a once in a lifetime experience...

NATIONAL DAY

2 more day to my first NATIONAL DAY parade!!! heez... honestly there is a certain amount of excitment coming to think about it... its always been my childhood dream to be involve in NDP, and in the smart looking number 1 uniform... hopefully its will be a successful event...

Haven't been blogging much ever since i return to work, so i tot i give some thoughts and feedbacks on myself... is feeling much better nowadays, have straighten out alot of my thought... some things are best left for nature to take it course i guess... could say that most, if not all that have been troubling me since the return of the trip is gone... thank to some friends that have been there for me, making me realise what have been bothering me... and listening to my sorrows when time of need... really apprieciate it...

Now about working... all this thing about after NDP its going to be a relax period i believe its bullsh*t because i have the schedule of this month and the next and let me just say... its not going to be easy AT ALL!!! its PACKED to the brim man... however, its pretty fine with me as long as there are things to do, time passes faster...

Things have to change for me... and something have to be done to my weight, desperately... there is plenty i wish to accomplished within these few months... Finally made the decision to let nyp be on their on... not that i am sick of them or anything (i would never be that), its juz to let them stand on their own already i guess... no matter what, the true fact is i am an alumini, so i can't possibly be too committed to them that much...

Phew... guess thats all i have ba... know things are pretty much a chunk here and there, without any link or anything.. but will its a place for me to place my thoughts right... so whatever that comes to my mind i blog lor.. heez.. anyway HAPPY BIRTDAY to SINGAPORE in advance... and may everyone stay happy always... cheers!!!