Thursday, December 23, 2010

Christmas!!!

One entry before Christmas!!! December and reservist have been pretty alright up till now. Am currently applying for transfer back to my unit, but honestly am getting used to the people I had to work with, the complaining together, and working together, thou its only been 3 ICT that we met, it really felt like we knew each other since army time. haha oh well will see how it goes, I have the new uniform anyway.

Oh my Standard Chartered Marathon Results is out. Slightly disappointed as I was hoping to clock sub 4. I was pacing with the 3.45hr pack for a good 30km before falling back. What's worse was that I WALKED!!!! for at least 5 mins, this is how I fare:

Overall Ranking: 485
Singapore Ranking: 276

Net Finish Time: 04:05:00 (5 mins of walking caused me!!! ARGH!!!)

And my IPPT got Silver again, cause of the cursed SBJ, jumped 225cm (230cm for GOLD) which cause me my extra $200. Will have to train to secure my SBJ before retaking it. Spare cash has to be earn while still able to. HAHA...

Recently having a little mix feeling lately... know its been awhile, but some news really affected me. I feel really disgusted even thinking about it now, I feel downgraded, having my trust trampled upon like that. Recent events open up the wound yet again, though less affected but definitely still require some time to accustom myself to it and heal again. The first round I am fortunate to have my buddies around to keep me company, and also seeing how much it has harmed the people around me, it has gave me strength to handle this time myself.

There will be avenues for me to vent out short burst of emotions. I hope everyone just bear with me. Don't ask, don't pity me coz that will be the last I want. I need to ride, I need to run, I need to start punching bag again!

What don't kill me makes me stronger, it not worth hanging on... let it go... word are usually easier than action...but I will live....

Merry Christmas everyone, happy holidayz!!!