Saturday, July 17, 2004

Back to Normal.... I hope...

Saturaday again...another week have passed and "my time is almost up" as NS starts to creep closer and closer...

Yesterday is one of the worse days in my entire life man... the "mixed feelings" within me was taking over me, felt my heart was so pressurized, there wasn't any happy feeling in me at all, juz like a Dementor (charactor in Harry Potter 3) have such out all the happiness in my body man... spoiled my entire day... tink xiu and may would know coz i have been talking to them on msn... thx gers... for keeping me company and through that "dark ages"... heez... will remember it... writing about it actually make me moody again...so i better not get into details about it then... Till now, still do not have any idea wat is making me feel this way man... haiz... But anyway... my plan for a lonely drinking session at esplande didn't come true in the end, coz juz before i knocked off work, my "biao jie" msg me asking me if i wanted to join them for sushi... and since i haven met them for a long time i decided to join them... when i reach there, sat down and started eating.... wasn't feeling really hungry but once the sushi got in my mouth, i couldn't stop eating for the next hour... was really filling.... but it was not all eating though, we also chit chat quite abit, finding out how they are doing and all... and they seem rather well (considering the fact that they have been slacking for awhile) heez... after that, foot the bill (my treat since we haven met for so long) and went down town to walk walk.....went to get some voucher from jia lin's frens before heading to C&K (Charles and Keith) to do some "sandles shopping" heez... gave some of my precious advise as well... heez... after that, we made out way back home coz biao jie didn't want to get home too late and i have to work the next day.... its was a short, yet sweet and memorable outing lor.... at least kept my mind off those unhappy times for awhile... heez... got home...had a banana... then was told by my mum she bought cherries... really big ones man... very yummy... mum say 1/2kg $10 man.... good stuff heez.... after that watch some tv before heading to bed.... was still moody but more subsided...

As for today, feeling so much better then yesterday, but the mixed feelings is still somewhat lingering in my heart... heez... donno y also... tink more of this i might need to see a psychologist soon if this continues... But anyway...its a saturaday, usually would be telling about training later on... but not today coz.... training have been CANCELLED!!! haha... rather sad actually but it ok lah... there is always next week... However, will be catching rugby at a pub later on with my bosses... Australia Vs New Zealand this is going to be a good one... should be staying till about 6 plus before making my way to vch for SWO (Sebawang Wind Orchestra) concert... which starts of at about 7... and that will pretty much cover my entire day... heez... No plans on sunday yet.... will have to plan again... will include the activities i have on monday then... heez.... that all for the day folks.... take care and enjoy the weekends...

Quote of the day: Don't let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do...


Friday, July 16, 2004

Not looking forward to the weekend for the first time

SIAN ARH!~!~! that is how i am feeling right now.... don't know why i am feeling this way too (so don't bother asking...) juz feeling alot of mixed feelings and my heart is very "heavy" and troubled...

Yesterday band prac was alright, alot of year one as usual... played a couple of pieces with them before they called it a day for year ones...  Shi jia didn't come last night... donno why... but got to use Altus for the entire practise... so good.... the sound is so bright... juz wonderful man... heez...Fantasy Variation is finally showing some improvement, and with more committed practise, i believe we can definately play it... had a short "recording" yesterday on a few pieces, think its for a musical for the skool.... didn't sound really good except maybe for "Can't take my eyes off you" but couldn't care less actually... heez... Sherine was totally stressed out yesterday, due to many factors, and i dun really blame her coz i have passed that phrase before... was told its her mummy's birthday yesterday, and she still comes for band... really committed i would have to say *respect... After band, made my way out of the skool with the regular group, had out laughs and all, on the bus, met a year one by the name of Feng Cheng... not bad... had abit of chat on the way back... abit shy though (both of us), maybe juz because we donno each other well enough yet... got home had dinner and watch "Metor Showers" on tv...(since it was last episode) and it was off to bed...

That is yesterday.... as for today.... can see it rather sian and i am feeling pretty moody at the moment... maybe its juz the weather... been raining for the past feel days. Needless to say... its raining now... haiz.... donno what is making me feel this way leh... sometimes its really good to know tink about anyting.... thats y i always look forward to going to bed, coz that is the time when i cast everytime behind me and allow my brain to rest for awhile man... haiz.... okok shall not carry on.... dun wan to affect the mood of those hu reads my blog also... heez... Today haven have any plan as yet... still tinking of wat i can do after work... if there is really no plan, was actually tinking of getting half a dozen of beer and have a little drink over at esplande bay... haha... that is if the weather allows me to do so that is... heez... alright then... guess thats all i have for the day then... sorry if its abit short... but juz not in the mood to blog today... PEACE PPLE!!!


Quote of the day: For every action, there is an equal in opposite reaction...

 
Oh yah...promise to share with u guys pics of my boss new hairstyle (hairdresser: my director) here you go.... Kam frontview...
 


Kam from the back
 

 
Kam sideview
 




Thursday, July 15, 2004

As the weekend creeps closer...

Good day everyone !~!~! first time coming to work in a rainy weather man (if i can recall correctly)... someting new for me... heez...

Yesterday was a rather long day for me man, stayed back (for OT) and work till about half pass 7... had to settle some "un-finish business" at work... heez.. after that, rush off to the MRT station heading to lavendar station to meet herbert, as he is picking me up there to the airport welcome howard (fren from hong kong), it was drizzling when i left the office and by the time i reach lavendar, it was raining cats and dogs (elephants even), it was pouring so heavily that standing out for 10 sec will get u totally drenched to the skin....lucky i had shelter all the way... When herbert arrived, we dashed off to the airport... had to keep a constant speed as the rain is making it hard to maintain clear vision on the road. Reach airport about 8:45 (flight landed at about 8:48Pm) so we sort of waited around the arrival hall keeping a look out on any familiar faces... i was pretty anxious about meeting him as it been 4 - 5 years since we last met... then after many anxious moment... i finally saw him... he have grown very long hair and turn very skinny... almost couldn't believe wat i am seeing man... he had a weird dressing as well... (which i shall not go into details but would say its farnie =P). Gave him a hug when he finally step out from custom, and all i can feel is his bones... haha maybe because he have become a vegetarian which cause him to be that skinny... but i mean he is still abit "siao" like in the past... Was tinking of giving him a lift... but it so happen that his mother was there to fetch him... so we kinda let him spend some time with his family instead...Oh yah... he got Bailey's (a type of irish cream alcohol) for me!!! yipee, asked him to get it for me actually... Thx alot Howard... anyway, parted with them after that... feel abit bad actually, coz its make me feel like we went to get him juz because of the bailey's... its is not ok, juz to clarify, i really meant to go welcome him... Anyway, its always nice to see a fren that i haven met for a long time... will be catching up soon i hope... After that, went to have the famous nasi lemak at changi village ( its good to have a car...heez =P), its really live up to it name man... though the serving was rather little (considering my size) and it cost $3.50 (add otah), its was worth every cent of it man... there was ikan bilis, one large chicken wing, and one egg, and a superb chilli man... enjoyed every grain of the rice... haha okok making my mouth water liao... when we are finished i had a teh tarek (herbert had sugarcane) and we make out way home as it was getting abit late... along the way home, we make a stop juz to take a look at airplanes taking off and landing... but sadly we didn't manage to see any (maybe bad timing i guess...) After that, herbert drove me back before heading home (thx Bert)... When i got home, had abit of dinner (mum have cooked and its not nice not have any... and beside the nasi lemak is not filling) before taking a bathe... and rest awhile (letting my food digest abit) before heading to bed...

Today, overslept for the first time... looked at the time on my phone, and its shows 8:45, jumped out of bed and rush everything else after that, and managed to get to work on my usual time (heez..lucky)... the started working on the usual... today someting big happened in the office man... Kam (my manager) have got himself a haircut... and its a mohawk man....rockz... that is not the shocking part... the shocking part is.... the hairdresser is actually David (one of the director of the company)... so cool right... hahaha they now looking for the next target so i have to keep a low profile haha... anyway...juz great man... POWER!!! haha really made my day....heez...will post a pic of his new hairstyle as soon as i got the picture yah *winkz... other than that, hmm looking forward to band today... though no Altus flute to use... but still looking forward to it... heez... Oh yah, there is a new movie in town that is a must watch if u are a band member... its a Thai horror movie named "Sister". stated below is the storyline...

***SISTERS***
A string of strange happenings occurred after a group of traveling teenage musicians checked into a hotel… Things intensified when the band members encountered unnatural sightings within their room. They are increasingly traumatized and disturbed when they witnessed the deaths of their peers in an astonishing pace. Desperate, the remaining members approach a highly-respected monk for asylum... Will they survive?

Sisters... a movie based on a true story that shocked the entire Thailand

The best part is that it is base on true accounts power right... hahaha cannot wait to catch it man.... going abit crazy liao *grinz... Anyway, guess thats all i have for the day then... others will be mention tml then... BUAI!~!~!~!

Quote of the Day: A moment of anger can lead to a lifetime of regrets

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Its Mid week!!!

halo everyone.... its me again... been blogging so much that i haven't got any new ways to start it off liao, so pardon me for lack or creativity yah... lolx... Anyway juz rained for awhile when having lunch... now the sun is out, bright and hot... good that it rained abit, at least it clears off some of the haze (PSI reading: 53).... been a busy morning...

Yesterday, testing have ended "on time" (juz before 6:30PM) even though we are a few hours off the the actual scheduled time... was raining when i rushed for band yesterday, lucky i had an umberalla with me at all times and avoided becoming a "luo tang ji" heez... its was exception busy in school yesterday evening, maybe its the start of the skool term and CCA as well, the sport hall was buzzing with activities, there was volleyball, badminton, rock climbing, etc... its juz really lively... then as i proceed to the bandroom, saw lots of fresh faces practising outside the bandroom, the shock was when i enter the bandroom, the place is packed...never seen so many pple in nypsb before... was taken by surprise actually...some pple even had to stand around and play... its was that packed... but anyway, finally got my hands on an Altus flute, was excited about it... rush outside to try it once it was assembled... its is truely a flute of good craftmanship, as the material used is good, light and really thin, making the sound really bright and clear (for high notes), and deep and with volume (for the low notes) did a couple of warm ups and played a couple of pieces myself with it... the keypads are really comfortable and notes are really precise (maybe because its new thats y there is so many good comments i guess...heez) My happiness was short, as shi jia came out with my "wife" (my own flute), saying there wasn't enough, so i gave her the Altus and i use my own flute instead... haiz.... at least i got to use it so not complaining...heez... anyway... went back in the bandroom, played a few songs with them... quite fun actually, but just too many pple i feel (flute alone there was 19 pple...scary right...) anyway.... shortly after, we had a break, that is when all the year ones take their leave... and the main band settle down... and we played the songs for performance.... ended the night off with fantasy variation... haiz....sad to say the band has not changed much despite the lecture lao shi gave the other time... donno when the band is going to learn... haiz... they are not say lousy, i would say everyone is talented but just lack committement and passion to make good music... thats all... Anyway, after that, packed my stuff and by the time i left the bandroom its about 10 plus... Sherine have her hands on my album, taking orders to the pictures she wants, then passed the album to xiu xiu to bring home as it was too late, so i allow her to do her "shopping" of photos at home instead... (remember to bring tml yah...*wink)... by the time i got home, its close to 11, had my dinner, got a shower, watched a little tv before heading to bed...

Today, dun have to come to work earlier coz testing is finally over (heez....slp abit longer...=P)... but once i got to work... work was waiting for me, so have been busy the whole morning.... after that, went for lunch and when return, more work... haha loving it man (rather than rotting all day... time pass faster this way...=P) Anyway, alot of research work to do liao... really wish to stay around to chat...but guess i can't, its back to work... cya guys tml then.... Take care and enjoy the rest of the day!~!~!~

Quote of the day: (from a kids point of view) A Compliment from a parent is better than all the candies in the world

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Spiderman was great!!!

Halo pple... morning was a little hazy this morning isn't it... well according to reliable sources...this haze is going to stay for awhile...haiz... not really in the mood to work today... been stoning off quite abit since i came to the office... must be not having enough slp last night... heez

Anyway... yesterday was planning to knock off work at about 6.45pm so as to catch the 7.20pm show (Spiderman 2) at Plaza Singapura, but due to delay on the testing... have to stayed on to about 7.30pm, after that rush off to catch the 8.30 slot instead...reached PS about 8 (coz its only a couple of stop from office) so went to grad tickets before heading to the food junction to have some dinner... after that seeing there is spare time, when to grab some drink from watson, went to the loo before heading into the theatre (oppz... am i getting abit detailed...=P) Anyway i must say...it is a great movie... juz as exciting as the first one... but this one is more packed with action....cannot wait for the 3rd one man... But its not really like in the comic as spiderman never takes off his mask despite any danger, whereas in the movie he reveal his face to not 1, not 2 but hundreds of pple.... which means there its not a secret anymore... so i found that part abit weird...apart from that... i love it... heez... when the show ended its was close to 11, a 2 1/2 hours movie (which i mistaken as 2 hrs) but well didn't really bothered me as i still had a direct train back home... Reach home got myself a nice long bath, after that sat down to watch a little tv and prepare stuff to bring today before heading to bed... and that is how my day went yesterday... short but sweet i would say...

This morning there is more testing to do... and as usual some delays and behind schedule as there is problems techincally... hopefully its not going to drag like yesterday coz i am not going to wait today... i have band practise tonight... hopefully everyone wakes up after the last practise and the lecture and all... heez... hmm.... guess thats all for the day lah... abit short but if anyting exciting happen today.... will be blog in tommorrows blog... be sure to stay tune to Ryan's blog (advertising abit....lolx) Ciaoz...

Quote of the Day: It is not tears, but determination that makes pain bearable...

Monday, July 12, 2004

Wet Monday....

Cooling Monday morning....wasn't too hot when i came to the office today... oh yah... had to come in at 9 (which i ended u coming in at 9:10 =P) this morning... have testing to do so have to come earlier... having a tummy ache since this morning... sian... keep running up and down the toilet (now u know y i am late...) but slowly feeling better now... got alot of concern from my frens when they know about it... feel like i am showered with love... the feeling is so warm and good... thxs guys *muack (big fat kisses to all...) heez...

Had to tough training (dragonboat) on Saturaday... as least for me... its is my second training after my "long holiday" and i was ask to be the stroker (meaning the person right infront of the boat giving timing and pace) it is really a very tough job man... there is no stopping for us and we are constantly pressured to stretch futher... after that session, i had a blisters and peeling off skin on my left hand...and even blisters on top of blisters... its was not painful comparing to the cramps and aches i got from my back and abs after we kept the boats back in the shed... grab myself a 100 plus and rested on a chair for about 5 mins before i started moving again... had a couple of beer after that... and had friendly conversation with the guys as well... slowly mixing into the group a little more... heez... both after that...rush off to meet herbert at serangoon gardens... didn't really wanna meet coz i was rather shagged after training... but went anyway cause it have been awhile since we last saw each other... (refering to the rest of "the gang")... had a satisfied meal when i got there... only me and herbert, we had half a chicken, chilli kangkong, and you tiao stuff with sotong fried to crispy... and each had 2 1/2 bowls of rice to go with it... (was really hungry...) After that... since we are still early, the both of us went to NTUC to roam about and got ourselve some stuff before settling at cafe cartel (the meeting spot) and waited... slowly one by one arrived....as usual with some latecomers... but when everyone was together... we kinda talked abit... i was shagged... and Li Hao wasn't feeling too well so we decided to call it a day earlier, the rest gone off to join another group at a nearby pub... Bought duo hua (with tang yuan) back for my mummy, hitched a right home on li hao's van... thx alot... got home, first thing i did was to get a shower... i was starting to smell like kallang river and am all sweaty and all...cannot tahan... After a nice clean bath, all xiang xiang liao... then sat down and spend some "quality time" with my mum enjoying on duo hua... (bought one for myself also...=P)... after that, rest awhile more before heading to bed... totally knocked out man...

Sunday morning... can hardly get straight out of bed coz my back was aching rather badly... practically rolled out of bed... after that was a juggle between tv and computer for the rest of the day... then in the evening went to have pork chop with my parent at a hawker center near my aunt's place... after went to my aunt's place for awhile, brought photos (of the trip) to show them... then watch home alone 3... dame funny....and very creative the tricks the kid use... superb man...after that when back home, more television before going to bed at about 1 plus... lolx... rather boring sunday lah... but will at least got some break lah... heez..

Today, been rather busy coz have been doing testing all day..... table is in a mess with paper everywhere....think need to pack after the test... hmmm.... saw mo xiao ling juz now after lunch.... they fliming something juz donw the street from my office...so fun heez.... well its raining heavily outside now... haiz... but lucky i still got a couple of hours before i fang gong... and i have an umbrella with me so no worries... heez... will be going to catch Spiderman 2 alone (coz everyone have watched it liao) at PS after work most probably... looking forward to it... heez... after that should be grab a short dinner before heading home i guess... hahaha...alright then i guess thats all i have for the day... cannot tink of anyting else to write liao... or rather... too busy to tink of anyting else to blog... will continue tml the.... Ciaoz...

Quote of the day: Its not how others look at you, but how u project urself...