Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Cambodia...

This is my first blog after a very long time. This feels kinda new yet very familiar. Anyway, I know i have been grumbling a lot yet nothing has been done, but I am finally ready to do something about it.

Anyway, I ended my year with a fantastic run, I finally did my first overseas run, the Angkor Wat Half Marathon. Its a very wonderful experience. I shall let the picture do the talking.

Start off collecting out race bib. they still went with the old school champion chip system, those kind that you have to return after the race.

On the race day, we have a tutu driver to send us to the race site, the cool breeze in the morning is rather chilly but once the sun is up, and with the crowd, we warmed up very quickly.

Before we started!

The race was a very unique experience, and of course the supporter was so adorable and cool!!!



Not forgetting scenic natural backdrop as the ancient god sends us their blessing as we run along.

With hardwork come the fruit... Well done !!!

Looking forward to my next overseas run already...






Tuesday, April 03, 2012

Looking in the past

Looking at my last entry, its has been one year since I last post an entries.

I guess no one really read my entries now but this I must stay is still one of the best avenue to air my thoughts.

No one really cares of how I think, or at least that's how I feel. I do feel at time I am hindering people around me, never able to be of any help to the people around me. As I thought I finally found some use in life, I let it slipped out of my own hands...

Being a guy, I have no aspirations for goals in life, I live it a day at a time, not knowing and not wanting to know what lies ahead for me. Not even sure this is what I want in the long run, I am just move ahead a day at a time.

I do miss how I did sports last time, the feeling of breathlessness from pushing myself to the limits excites me, making me know i survive and will be able to push myself future for my next training, waking up sore from a good set.

Nowadays, I get breathless just for climbing up a flight of stairs. Clothes that fitted well are getting tight.. I know all this but the scary thing is I am not doing anything about it. I should really really buck up if I do not wish to go back to where I was.

I was 72kg (at my peak) and now I am closing 80 kg once more... a massive weight increase.

What I set out to do (resolutions) was never met.. not even close.

Recently this feeling is getting from bad to worse... Although I try to suppress it.... it seems to be pretty overwhelming...

I need an outlet, I need an escape, I need an oasis....