Saturday, September 24, 2005

Restless Life ~~~

I AM DIED BORED!!! i feel that i am living way older then my age man... people my age should be making full use of their youth, going out and enjoying themselves, as for me, i do nothing but bum and rot around... whats wrong with me? i am not like that before, what is happening to me? *sob =(

Lucky i have this blog to entertain me if not i am bound to be a couch potatoe for the rest of the day... I DUN WAN!!! Sometimes i really wonder what benefit have army brings me? Athought it no doubt make me abit fitter but its just takes all the life out of me... i used to enjoy the company of my friends, now its just nothing, at times i dun even look forward to leaving home... what am i turning into i wonder...

Guess i got to start planning ahead... I am not going to start living my life as a bum man.. must make full use of my youth... hehez... Project healthy life... JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!~!~!~

Sunday, September 18, 2005

HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!~!~!~

hey there peepz... its moon cake festivel again, "ba yue shi wu" 15th of august in the chinese lunar calendar... and also how chinese like to address "Big round butts" heez... *ahem anyway, its the night whereby the moon is the fullest of the month, an i have to agree the moon is pretty round and big not to mention, BRIGHT...


Yesterday 17 September, 430pm, my grandma is finally reunited with my grandad when she was cremated at Mandai, we had our last look at her, placing flowers inside the coffin before it was send to the furnace. I must say the technology nowadays is really advance, even the "last journey" to the furnace was computerize. As ah ma's coffin drew closer and closer to the furnace, tears such rowing down my cheeks, tears of both grief and joy... It just comes to me that this is all part and parcel of life, God create someone out of dust, and when someone is returning to god, they are offering in the form they are created, dust... Ah ma, hope you still watched over each and everyone in the family and you will always remain in that special corner of each and everyone of our hearts.


These 2 days, i have gotten pretty much things completed, my secret mission is 2/3 completed, and its all left with the last and final mission before it is complete, hope everything goes smoothly...


Back to lantern fest, after today service at mandai i hang out with herbert... as a matter of fact i just got home, and tot i should blog about these few days... its taught me a great lesson, "No point crying over those that have passed, if you didn't treasure them when they're still around" so cherish everyone you care so you will live without regrets... heez... Anyway, was with herbert at changi village just now, went to walk around, was pretty aimless as we have already ran out of ideas on where to go, but looking at all the kids playing fire works and with strings of lantern hanged from one tree to another, its brings back many wonderful childhood memories... hahah....
I am lost for words... anyway have a great lantern fest later yah... nites for now