Why Why Why!~!~ one question I hate to ask myself, but time and time have to face... Its not a finger pointing situation where I can blame anyone else but myself. Blame it on school stress, assignment commitment... who am I kidding man!~!~!
This is a random entry for me to vent out i guess.... feeling very vexed... a mixture of alot of things, Lost, Stress, Inferior, Low self-esteem, Anger, and many many more, all negative air....
I really wan to break free, I wan better, I keep comparing, to my past, my fun times, and ask why isn't it like in the past.... what happened? Why dun i have moments that i laugh from the heart anymore, why are my happy moments getting shorter and shorter... why is there so many things in my head...
I guess the crunch time is finally getting to me... and saying age is catching up is utterly bulls*it but i am afraid thats that only excuse I can find for myself. Time management down the drain, multi-task my foot, motivated to hell with...
I need to love myself again.... but how?...