Hey there, its been awhile since i last blog, so thought i give you guys a penny of my thought... or at least what i have been doing upon return from frankfurt...
Just completed NDP 2005 preview a couple of hours ago, even though its not to a full house audience, but the ambience was still great... It was raining cats and dog in the afternoon, so was kinda worried the show couldn't carry on, but lucky, the heavens was kind and before the show, everything was more or less set, with abit of drizzle...
Its been a week since i have return from frankfurt, and thank god for the block off that i have been having... cause i have been suffering from a serious case of jet lag, which i have yet to recover fully... been slping at 5-6 am in the morning and getting up at 2-3pm the next morning... been trying hard to adapt back... some improvement have showed these few days... other then jet lag, other matter also been bothering me, partly adding to the problem... Honestly, this is the first time i come back from a trip feeling so troubled... some of mine troubles followed me back from the trip, while some others... poped out when i return... should i see a counsellor... I really wonder at times...
Anyway, life goes on i guess... going out for a drink now... guess thats the best solution lah... ciaoz...
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Depressing life...
Its the 2nd day after i have returned from Frankfurt... and honestly speaking, I have not really believe i had been to holland, won WMC and return home... every single thing seems too unreal all of a sudden... This trip have took me on the most unforgettable roller coaster ride in my enitre life... many moments in the trip have been deeply engraved into my life... This trip is far from "enjoyable" compared to sydney i would say... but no matter what its an experience and a fruitful lesson overall...
Yesterday, was my first time after 2 weeks returning to work... glad that everyone seems pretty please to see me... had yet another ndp rehearsal and its the last few since npd is a couple of weeks from now... however adapting back to 'local life' might still take quite awhile... the rehearsal didn't really gone too well in the afternoon as i needed time to adapt to the steps and everything... buut luckily, by showtime in the evening... everything turn out well... phew... thats a relieve... after that went back to camp got change and got back home to rest... was suppose to go out with my frens but apparently they had other plans... so i stayed at home, online chatting and uploading some of the pics on to my computer... hmm... got kinda hooked to beer... ever since the day before competition, beer seems to be the only way i could get myself to bed and give my mind some rest... think about it.. i have had beer ever since the day before competition... till last night the craving was there... tonight is no differnt... really wish to know what is bothering me within... pple say it works by saying it out... hence i am blogging it out...
Sometimes when i think back on the trip... many a times people will have a great sense of miss, of all the sights and sounds of the place... but this time... despite all that, there is a weird feeling that always arise, a feeling i seek answer for myself... juz makes my heart feels really depressed and all... just hope i can get over it real soon and be back to normal...
guess thats all i have... saying it out didn't really helped much i guess.... but anyway... if anyone ever feels this way before... please let me know how to cure it... thx...
Words of Wisdom: Sometime when u sacrifice something precious, u are not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else...
Yesterday, was my first time after 2 weeks returning to work... glad that everyone seems pretty please to see me... had yet another ndp rehearsal and its the last few since npd is a couple of weeks from now... however adapting back to 'local life' might still take quite awhile... the rehearsal didn't really gone too well in the afternoon as i needed time to adapt to the steps and everything... buut luckily, by showtime in the evening... everything turn out well... phew... thats a relieve... after that went back to camp got change and got back home to rest... was suppose to go out with my frens but apparently they had other plans... so i stayed at home, online chatting and uploading some of the pics on to my computer... hmm... got kinda hooked to beer... ever since the day before competition, beer seems to be the only way i could get myself to bed and give my mind some rest... think about it.. i have had beer ever since the day before competition... till last night the craving was there... tonight is no differnt... really wish to know what is bothering me within... pple say it works by saying it out... hence i am blogging it out...
Sometimes when i think back on the trip... many a times people will have a great sense of miss, of all the sights and sounds of the place... but this time... despite all that, there is a weird feeling that always arise, a feeling i seek answer for myself... juz makes my heart feels really depressed and all... just hope i can get over it real soon and be back to normal...
guess thats all i have... saying it out didn't really helped much i guess.... but anyway... if anyone ever feels this way before... please let me know how to cure it... thx...
Words of Wisdom: Sometime when u sacrifice something precious, u are not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else...
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