Today, is the 15th day after my operation, also mark the date that i undo the stitches, and also leaving home without that support. Feels great not getting weird stares from people for carrying such a "high tech" sling that so resemblance of a camera bag. However, movements on my right is still pretty restricted, hopefully a few session of physio will work wonders for me. Have been going running, started this week. Figured that rather than bumming at home, better get my stamina back. Thou its abit odd running with such a stiff right hand, but the feeling after a good run, the breathless feeling from running up the hill, and the sore i get the next day on my thighs and calves made me feel so alive again. Have been getting alot of feedback that I seem skinnier, but in actual fact, my weight have been constant if not increasing. Am I losing muscles and gaining fat? It worries me alot, thou not to the stage where I go crazy over it, but it does worries me. In addition to that, I haven't got a tan ever since my last dislocation, with is at least a couple of months before, so I am now fair and 'small size', not the best combi. Conclusion, TANNING TML!!!
Have been having difficulty finding a tanning buddy, ever since my tanning buddy Shan, left for Manchester last year, tanning have become a very lonely affair. Angie can only tan with me occasionally due to her work committments and dragonboat training (which I too miss dearly). Apart from them, all the rest of my friends dun like getting a tan, or at least I think they dun considering how fair they look. So using the chance now, LOOKING FOR TANNING FANATICS, if you think you are too fair and miss the sun and all, do jio me out for a tan k! you can be my next Tanning Buddy! (haha sounds like those advertising verse used in American Idol) Its open to all sex, thou girls prefered lah, not that I am sexist or anything, but 2 guys tanning together dun really make a good picture, especially when Singaporeans are so judgemental nowadays, you get what I mean. hehe. Alright den, till the time i get a buddy, tanning will still be quality time alone for me.
Now, on something else, its seems that life is getting more demanding, or at least thats how it seems to me, and no income is really hard to come by, expenses comes knocking on my doorstep despite spending most of my time at home. My PC finally broke down on me, and getting it fixed is not gonna be cheap as parts needs to be replaced. I am down to my final month of my disposable contacts, so had to renew a whole new year supply of it. All in all, the 2 expenses have already used up my entire pay for the month of Feb (when i was working at 4skin). Haha beside that, did something to pamper myself. Caught Rocky Balboa in the movie, and was so much in the "Rocky" craze that I bought the entire collection of Rock (1 to 5). Woohoo more movie marathon!!! Thats my months expenses, which excludes my phone bill and internet bill. With all that expenses, its really hard to stay put at home and "shake leg". So here I am, working so "make ends meet". Hey I am not saying all this to get sympathy or whatsoever, I just want to remind myself that its satifying to spend money that I earn, and finally got a taste on the "burden of life" and the importance of money! hehez...
Alright, feeling I am talking trash already, so I will be ending my entries here today, awaiting my computer to come home. If you guys got anything impt to get to me, please sms me rather than email, coz I will take awhile to reply. Thx alot, enjoy the coming weekend ahead! will be going for a tan tml first thing in the morning...woohoo!!! Cheers