Saturday, June 03, 2006

Crappy week, and more to come ahead!!!

Argh!!! thought home can solve my crappy week but its seems that it just brought me more bad news... My dragonboat race dates have been changed to July 1st and 2nd, which clashed with SAF Day!!! means i cannot take part because i have to work on that day!!! there goes all my training!!! haiz...Great man, lost on whether to continue training or just forget it and do self training till the next race. Was really looking forward to my first gold medal... now its seems like its been snatched off, riped of my neck man... Argh, this feeling sucks man...



Will complain more later i guess, first of all i would like to congradulate a couple of my friends, Cheryl and Sherine, for passing there TP and now offically a driver like me... heez, both 14 pointer... only difference is that one is class 3(manuel) and the other is class 3A(auto). But no matter what, a licence is a licence, so happy driving yah... Was reading Sherine's blog and found out that she was tested by Instructor Asis, this can be purely coincidental but apparently i passed my TP under the same instructor. heez, what is weirder is, another friend of my, got his licence not long before me, and he passed with that same instructor too... haha how lucky can this be, fated i guess... hahaha



Ok back to more complaining, haiz, this week is super busy, practically worked the entire week off... wondering why i am working my ass off when i am already about to leave this dreaded place, SAF really knows how to make FULL use of one's POTENTIAL. Well, I don't really mind working, actually i love it, cause the day seems to pass really fast. Its just the fact that you are putting all the effort in the work and some others just sits around, and at the end of the day all get the same rewards, and at times, the slacker get more... its irritating and very unfair, but i guess i can only suffer in silence since i haven't got anyone at my end. Lucky i got a handful of frens that is willing to lend their ears when i need someone to grumble at. Yesterday had corp of drums at tekong, for the first time i felt the sore on my right shoulder coming back again, and at some moment i really felt it popping out and back in. I haven't an idea when its gonna happen again, but i am pretty sure, if this carries on, its will be sometime soon. Its not a good thing, because i am playing a pretty crucial role in the trip to brunei and the recent parades. haiz, at times i really wish to just quit playing the bass drum, solely because i only help out out of good will, and they seem to take advantage of me at times...But haiya, few more months left, and i would like to leave on a happy note with everyone. Tahan lah...



Guess thats enough complaining for the day!!! enjoy the weekend lah... just lost my mood by the change of the race date... but life goes on I guess, looking ahead!!!

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Sian Sunday!!!

My Sunday was totally wasted, firstly because i woke up at 12.30 pm, wasting the entire morning in my dreams... haha, then the rest of the day is pretty much ruined by the weather as it was raining and wet...

Guess the most useful thing i did today would be running, couldn't take the bordem at home no longer, so went out for a short run around the neighbourhood, came back saw my mum's fren, haha was praised for looking different, fitter they say, (which I dun really think so) but nevertheless, happy to be praised. That pretty much settles my Sunday, very boring isn't it... haha Actually wanted to go town, but well no mood to shop so i guess will be a waste to see GSS in this kinda mood... Was suppose to go to the Aussie Study Fair with a fren, but well, whats the point of going when you know you won't have a chance to study there in the first place... so didn't in the end.

My finger is recovering, put some chinese medication on it last night, and today its pretty much covered up... Love and Hate that chinese medication, Love it coz its heats external wounds really fast, but Hate it cause it really painful when applying it... Heez, but no pain no gain i guess...

Nothing much to write already... Allow me to end of with an interesting quotes i happen to find while packing my room today

When It looks Like I Have Failed

Failure does not mean i'm a failure,
It does mean i have not yet succeeded.
Failure does not mean i have accomplished nothing,
It does mean i have learnt something.
Failure does not mean i've been humiliated,
It does mean i dared to try.
Failure does not mean i don't have it,
It does mean i have to do something in a different way.
Failure does not mean that i am inferior,
It does mean that i am not perfect.
Failure does not mean that i have wasted my life,
It does mean that i have an excuse to start over.
Failure does not mean that i should give up,
It does mean that i must try harder.
Failure does not mean that i will never make it,
It does mean thati need more patience.
The only people who never fail are those who never try.