At times, its can be sad to be looking back at your past, of moments that is sad and you have tried very hard to forget... however, in the mids of it all, there is bound to find things that lightens you up, like a candle in the dark...
Recently have been digging out old stuff from corners of my rooms, photos, books, gifts, etc... Found some stuff i never knew i have and some i would have rather kept hidden... Memories of each item as i browsed them seem to hit me like the incident was only yesterday... the feeling is really hard to describe...
Indeed, throughout my life, many things have happened... some happy, some sad, but all this i guess its just part and parcel of life. Looking at the words i am typing now, you must be thinking for such a young age, i sure do sound old right... lolx.. i dun blame you, it do seems pretty "mature" heez... not like the usually stuff you would see from me... Its just this surp of the moment where all this thought gets to me... so i thought i share it with you guys...
Other then looking at my past items, i have been running through stuff of my army too, things i have been doing for the past year or so in the National Service, no doubt there is change in me, one way or another, but for better or for worse, i guess it not for me to decide... But this past year in NS, i guess its been pretty smooth sailing... Honestly, i kinda missed BMT abit, haha, for those that have been through it must think that i am going bonkes, but i am not... recently a bunch of my frens just got enlisted, to be exact, juz yesterday and today, and more to go tml, haha really hope they will enjoy theirselves there.. i am sure they will... 3 mths might seems like a long time... but actually it passes in a blink of an eye...
Guess i have too much "mo shui" tonight, shall end off with some food for thought.... "Looking back at your past is not neccessary a bad thing, its how you use the past to determine your future that is important"...