Hey there, you guys must be wondering y i am online at things hour of the night when supposedly i have to work tml morning right??? well, its because i have a medical appointment tml morning, so i don't have to report to work early tml... Its been a few days since i come back from camp, and what better reception than to be hitting me with a series of unexpected news... First, Informed that my grandma (dad side) haven't got much time left... she will be turning 93 next sunday, was told that the maid was unable to wake her up this morning and everyone was informed about it... things seems better after my cousin (a doc) gave her a jab... but according to him, passing away is inevible, and its likely these few days... Everyone is preparing for the worse...

That was the first wave that hit me... second wave came shortly after when i was informed that one of my dad's close friend, Uncle Ross have passed away from a heart attack, during his usual winter tour around aussie with his wife, auntie Sophia... Uncle Ross is a very close friend of my dad, he is equivilent to a god dad of mine is aussie man... the last time i saw him was 3 years back when my sister had passed away, he specially flew down to attend her funeral... Seldom do we see such close bond between 2 man... what more many thousand miles apart... Really have the urge to fly there immediately to pay our last respect to this respected man, but with my grandma current condition... guess its not really possible... The world is really unpredictable, i have witness its many times this year... just hope that this "cursed year" would passed soon and we can enjoy a better coming year...

Project Superstar is finally over... and Kelvin Tan emerged top!!! sympathy votes... its really up to how you guys think (or hu you support). Personally listening to the last song that kelly did, i tink she have done not a bad job, though pitchy at times... but overall still rather good i have to say... Well, she was not that bad either managing a deal with Universal while kelvin got with another (cannot remember wat the company is)... Its really smart how mediacorp make money out of their program... making them sell cds as a type of vote, then now that its all over, plan a live concert for them.... really explioting whatever they can from this "star wannabes"... Sucking them dry in dracular terms... lolx... But i guess that what they have already in mind when they first started the program i guess... Joy evening for some while some is sad... As for me, its pretty much there with so many bad new juz within a week... life is indeed unpredictable...