Friday, October 19, 2007

Busy busy busy

Just realise its been awhile since i last visited here... let along blog... been pretty busy lately rushing assignments of all sorts... not that its finally submitted, there is finally abit of breathing space as well as time to prepare for the final exams. The word exams... haven't heard of it for 2 years... now its all coming back to me...

Have been feeling really good lately... till pehaps today... not too sure y... its the weekend, usually everyone would be all excited and all... but don't seem that way for my case. Got off the wrong side of the bed I guess. Cannot be stress, coz I haven't had that in many years, have learn to look at the lighter side of things. Then what exactly is bothering me... i really donno... could it been all the emotional songs that i have been listening to lately that is causing all this? I doubt it... haha.. thou it does affect me at time when the right song came at the right moment...

Missed muay thai on tuesday, so paid back yesterday... the session was alright, thou it could be better... Was very keen to have 3 - 3mins rounds of pad work with alvin, but he was very occupied by the new students and also by Ryan and Chee Leong... but it was still a good to see good and proper technique... learn alot...

Busy busy weekend... then its down to 2 weeks before exam... have to plan and start my studies... thou I have already started abit on HSM... but had to pause due to assignment... so its back on that and HRM too... I am fortunate to only have 2 modules this sem... so am going to make the best of it... Jia You... and to all my friends out there whose exams is due very soon as well... Work Hard.... Score with flying colours!!!

Time to find back my discipline... In life, in diet, in my studies, in my sport, in my determination. Been really distorted lately, due to many factors, and thou I am aware about it... my body or rather the mind refuses to do anything about it... If i carry on at this stage... its going to put me back to square one.. which i cannot afford and will not allow... For the coming weeks its going to be studies and workout... play will have to wait... and after exams will be alot more training for the standard chartered run.

I am always there for u... u will always be there for me... is there such a perfect world??? i wonder...