Dragonboat, den Mass buffet dinner? whats the point?

Argh!!! going over to my cousin house didn't seem like such a good choice neither, especially after a tough training of dragonboat... Guilty like hell now, wonder why i didn't felt like that that the dinning table just now... But staring down at my belly now, argh!!! its a disaster. Its been quite awhile since i last saw this friend of mine (refering to the belly). But hope he is not here to stay...


Anyway, training today was ok. Got some words of wisdom from The Man Yong (aka our coach), "A good start maybe important, but its a good finish that makes a difference..." Must say the team isn't as it was before, lots of good people left, alot more new faces and newbies in the boat, can say we are not at all prepared for the race, but guess it will be good experience for those first timers. Haiz, was really hoping to bring home a medal from the race, just hope that something like that is gonna happen next week, i really did put in the effort, but its a team sport afterall... Been up with my crazy AP again, really don't want it to happened but i guess no one is really into the competitive mood except me at the moment, felt abit detached from the group.... haiz... hopefully everything will turn out fine....


Tml is finally Terry Fox Run, first ever running event i took part in... really looking forward to it... after which, it will be a short trip for me to Phuket and Langkawi, guess i can really rest and relax now... Next week is race week... den is my Redang trip haha... seems like traveling abit yah... well i guess i better enjoy while i can, coz after that I will be on a liquid diet man... extraction of wisdom tooth, expected will not be able to makan for a few days... hehez, good good, can lose a few extra pounds too... Haiz feeling too guilty to actually go to bed now, guess i will take my time to pack up my stuff den go to bed den...


Thats all folks, be back on wed i tink, till den... take care of urself!!!

Bored, Band, Bad Choice?

Yawns, just got back from nyp band prac, not sure if its a good choice or what lor, was really bored at home, so thought just go down and have fun... haiz, guess didn't have that much of a fun lah, music and crowd wise was ok, but the killer for me today is ATTITUDE!!!

Haiz... i missed WMC days, where everyone listens to laoshi and laoshi is the stern and strict Mr. Luk i knew from RGS. Today, I can't see any of it, and people merely stepped all over him, talking while he is talking, making the place like wet market... haiz... What disappoints me most was that some of them talking are actually those that have been to WMC with me, those i assume have the basic respect for laoshi, i guess i was wrong....

First time saw Amelia blew her top over band today, scary man, to see a bubbly girl like her, losing it. Was so worried she will break down, luckily she didn't, phew... Guess it will be awhile more before i go back to that place lah... not sure if i wanna commit again with the current crowd... Can sense politics the moment i stepped into the room... which i hate... will have to take a step at a time i suppose...

Alright thats all folks, gotta go do some packing... Dekitting my stuff tml... heez... one more step closer to ORD lo!!! woohoo....

Aussie Aussie Aussie!!!

Was out to pour myself some water, when i so happen to see something that caught my eye on tv. Channel 8 aired a program that featured chinese tradition, and this week so happen to be dumpling festival, what caught my eyes was they feature dragonboat, and it was the AUSSIE team, MY team!!! heez...

Alright, maybe its not my team, but rather, the team i am with... Strange enough, when i am with them, i don't really blend in, but when as a team, i am more proud to be classified as them than any other expates. They i would say are the friendiest bunch of pple i have ever met man... not saying that the rest aren't, its just that with the aussies, there is a feel of family after awhile... hehez... I know i have been getting on everyone's nerves, guess the pressure of the race is really getting to me... I have been medalless for a very long while now... and i WANT it so badly i suppose... hopefully this race i will see my first.

Have been pretty bored lately, i guess the bum sickness is setting in on me... lucky for me the programs on my notebook are arriving, so it not that bored anymore. Brought Meteor Garden back to life again as I watch it all over again... Cannot remember the last time i watch ed it but there is sure alot of flaw to the show this time i watched it... Its honestly either the flim is under budget or taiwan rich can reach a certain limit... haha, for the owner of a multi billion organization to only travel in a mazda 3 is erm... abit unconvincing lah... and there was another part where Mei Zua (aka Vannese) was drinking Macdonald Tea. Who in the right frame of mind will drink Macdonald tea when you can afford things 100 times better... haiz... thrify rich kids... rare man... haha

Well i guess thats it for tonight... been training abit for sunday's run, kinda working on the stamina, hopefully its ok... haha legs are abit sore thou... maybe it the method i ran, but my shoes are already giving way... very fast indeed... Been trying out new running route, longer, more slopes as i proceed, but the sense of accomplishment when i complete them, priceless... heez.. Anyway, thats all for today i guess, going to bed soon i suppose... Night and its already MID WEEK!! which mean 2 more day to WEEKENDS!! woohoo!!!

Its been years...

Today, marks five years after the horrific tragedy of 9/11, as many mourn over this incident. Let us not forget those innocent lives that is lost and also the family members to those that have lost their love ones... My condolences to each and everyone of them...

Thinking of seeing the news 5 years today, its was like watching a Hollywood blockbuster, I honestly thought it was till new rings about it... Truely very shocking. I really don't wanna sound all "Miss Universe Pagent" and all, but i truely hope for world peace. Many lives have already been lost due to natural disaster, such as the Tsunami, and the many earthquakes happening all around the world. So what for add more death by killing one another... PEACE man pple...

Alright, more about today, I guess i have realised something, that whinning actually does more harm to my training den aid it. I totally lost form in doing stuff i regularly do in gym today. Reps are getting lesser, the weights i can handle dropped... haiz... i guess there is really not short cut on this journey of losing weight. Forgive me if this bores you, but well blog is a place where i vend out whatever that makes me vexed i guess when i haven't anyone to talk to... Blogging is actually my best friend currently. Sad to sad most friends are either too busy, or already vexed with their own problem, thus, blogging them out is my best option.

Tml, will be another busy day i guess... at least i hope... anyway guess thats all for today... phew feels good after every blogging session...

A Stand Still... Anyone help?

I know this sounds very absurb, and some might even thing i am getting overly obsessed, but i really need help!!! How can i really lost more weight man!!! argh... help me... Alot of my friend have said I have already lose alot of weight... but i done really see much change to myself... ok maybe there is a drop of waist size, abit more muscles than i used to see... but i really cannot see the results i want... I know its no point whinning coz its won't help weight loss, but I am really trying very hard already... Now it seems like a stand still i really donno what to do...


Here are some of my photos from past to present... Never been disclosed for a longtime footage...





This is photos before my army dayz... from left, a pic of me when guest playing for concert of CJC. Middle is a photo with my classmate Christina. Last a pic with Ivan at a concert.





Here are picture of me in NS, first is druing my BMT days, then is my SAF band days, my first year...






And here is a couple of pic taken recently.... I honestly don't see much changes and really hope something drastic can happen to me real soon... working really hard now... will work harder i suppose.... Meantime, if there is any solution to my problem... honestly TAG me already!!! thx...