Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Life is unfair man

All i thought was 2 more weeks and i am through with BMT, i guess i was wrong... My worse fear have finally come true... i am about to be place Out Of Training (OOT) haiz.... WHY ME! i have been asking myself...

Yesterday mark the end of my longest weekend since entering the army, and also signals 2 weeks before Passing Out. Went for my specialist check up yesterday, and its seems that everything was fine so i return to camp sometime around 2, then i went to the Medical Center to endose my MC and there was my worse news ever... the MO decided to put my OOT due to my condition and deem me unfit to carry on with training.... the news hit me like i got smashed real hard against the wall man... its was devastating.... I went back to company line told my sir about it. he too was very displeased as there wasn't anymore major events left and we are so close to passing out, he ssay he would try to do someting about it... meanwhile i got mc to say at home to nurse my arm... haiz.... who would have guess a dislocation could wipe off all i have done for this past 3 months... this is insane, thinking about it makes me insane... Haiz....just praying really hard now that my sir is able to change the status thingy... and i can complete BMT successfully.... *sigh